I guess I hold many expectations which are much too high. I see the way Jason loved his past girlfriends, and I see the way he loves his only one right now. He’s always shown me how a guy should treat his girl. It’s not even about having all the money and material things. It’s the way you show your love to her and how you interpret it in your own way. All guys are different and I shouldn’t expect every one of them to have the same perspective as he does. We’re not promised a tomorrow and you can never bring back yesterday but you can do something about the present.
First day of spring break and it’s raining and freezing cold, mehh. I need to start being more positive, like how I was before all this mess. I need to gain that positive spirit again because it’s not only hurting me but also the people around me. I will have a good spring break regardless.
all week for friday,
all year for summer,
all life for happiness."
— (via sensitizes)
I’m in such a need of a break. After everything last month, I just need a break away from everything and everyone. I’m so happy in the midst of everything. But I can’t keep looking back. I can’t focus on the past because what’s done is done. I can only look forward to the future and what lies ahead of me. I’m so happy in my relationship and that’s the thing, MY relationship. No matter what anyone thinks or does, it’s my relationship between the two of us. Sometimes you really can’t count on the ones you thought you could, and sometimes you find the ones who are there no matter what. I love the people who are in my life because there’s a reason for everything. I’m just counting down until summer. Until a new beginning.